Cilc - Change lyrics

I'm just trying to change
I'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane
I'm just trying to change
I'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane

Can't escape my goddamn brain
'Cause it feels like I'm fucking insane
Because it feels like my life is a game
When I don't know how to play
And I don't wanna fucking pray
Not tomorrow I want today
And I know my shit sounds cliche
But I think I'm about to fade away
Yeah, because I'm on the end of an
With this fucking stripe
With this fucking life every fucking life
And I don't fucking why
But I think I'm going to fucking die
Like every fucking night
Like every fucking night
Oh fuck I'm never alright, yeah

Change i'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane
I'm just trying to change
I'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane

Fuck don't know where I'll fucking go
When the answers always fucking know
So I guess I gotta put on a show
Nobody ever fucking knows
Nobody ever fucking knows
Nobody ever fucking knows
Nobody ever fucking knows, uh

Never going to escape my brain
No way because I'm fucking insane
Never going to escape my brain
No way because I'm fucking deranged
Never going to escape this shame
No way because I'm so fucking lame
I deserve all this fucking hate
Because I'm always fucking lame

I'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane
I'm just trying to change
I'm just trying to change
Feel's like i'm deranged
And it's driving me insane