CJ - Dear Mom lyrics

Hey mom, please listen to this song
I wrote it just for you
Hope you find it well so here goes

Dear Mom i know I haven’t always been
The best son to you
I’m sorry for tearing your life in two
This song is dedicated to the
Wonderful mom you are
Mom, I don’t know where I’d be if
You got hit by that car
Last few years for us have been far from good
Shit, there’s a reason I walk
Around under a hood
Dad may have not been the ideal man
At least Mike don’t let shit hit the fan
Everytime after an argument
I think and regret everything I said and did
The next couple verses are dedicated
To all that’s happened
From 2009 until today our
Situation has worsened
Mom, I feel super bad for how I treat you
Everyday we have tension
Our tempers go to timbuktu

I love you momma
Nothing will ever change that
I know I’m not the ideal son
Everything you do I appreciate
Thank you for all you do
Please continue listening cause it’s
A tribute to you

Mom, 2009 is when it all
Fell to bit's and pieces
My life went into the toilet like feces
The divorce between you and dad tore me apart
His actions afterwards weren’t very smart
There are days where I wish I
Could go back and change reality
But I can only be glad that now you’re happy
Our relationship hasn’t been stable in awhile
If you ever went missing I’d
Search over a mile every night I sat up and
Wondered when you’d be home
My mouth was covered in every inch by foam
You would’ve thought I contracted rabies
Me, sam, and christian didn’t know if we’re
Still your lil babies
Inside I started to grow something
It was resentment
Nobody was giving time to put
In a little help investment
Mom, I thought about you twenty-four seven
My temper was as bad and ballistic as 9 11
Each moment spent with you
Was deeply cherished
I spent it as if it was gonna
Be my last if you might parish
There’s one more verse in this song momma
If you won’t listen at least
Tell me you ain’t gonna

I love you momma
Nothing will ever change that
I know I’m not the ideal son
Everything you do I appreciate
Thank you for all you do
Please continue listening cause it’s
A tribute to you

The day you came back up
To Michigan to help me
Was the happiest I had been since looking
At pics of you and me
Mom, I’m sorry for every time I
Made you feel like shit
Because of you I’m no longer getting hit
Please remember that we saved
Each others lives
Dad almost took mine and yours
Today we give high fives
The last 2 years with you
Have been a rocky ride
Thank you for not letting me run and hide
And for never giving up on me
Dad probably did that when he hit the family
I cannot thank you enough for what
You’ve done to help me
I could not have asked for a better
Mom to have for my family
For all the times you and mike
Continued to care for us
No matter what pain we cause for both of ya’s
All the times we pushed each
Other to the limit's
And having our explosive temper fit's
Mom thank you for being the mother you are
I can’t tell you how much
I regret our little war
You think I hate you
But I can never hate my hero
Though I may treat you like hero the zero
Mom, I’m sorry for all the
Pain I’ve caused you
I deserve it back but multiply it by 2

Mom please accept this as my
Dearest apology to you
Never forget that I will always love you
From connor