Cole DeRuse, Kyl Means , Da’ T.R.U.T.H. - I'm Not Alone lyrics

Yo what a time we live in
Many men are in the gym tryin’ to get big
Many women are so driven wanna get fit
While some others wanna fight
Just to be right many live just to get lit
Constantly pushin’ life to the limit
But showing weakness of any kind
Is a big risk
Anybody constantly sayin’ they good
Don’t seem right we’ve all got weaknesses
But we no longer no what keepin’ secrets is
If we let someone down
Into our deepest pit's
They may drag em up online and
Try to plead the fifth i'm like man
How do I even react? All I did was
Open up and now I’m gettin’ attacked
I thought you cared for DeRuse
I was tripping
For that wasn’t prepared for that move
I got hit in the back
But nobody can be strong forever look we've
All got our flaws even Conor McGregor
When I saw that bout, I
Never did have doubts
But seeing him tap out, my jaw was severed
Oh my Lord everyone’s struck with the sword
The difference is some get up and keep going
While others end up in the morgue so
Won’t you help me to endure
To, open my wings up and soar and
Learn to fly on and ignore, uh
All of these feelings I keep on
Concealing instead of revealing my thorns
But, I'm way to scared to let anybody know
That at times I’m strugglin' not to show
Any weakness
I get speechless when I depend on myself
But, I know that I’m not alone
I’m terrified, of letting anyone know
I’m paralyzed
Of all of these thoughts exposed
My greatest fear, is if they hear
They’ll turn and walk away
But every time, I know that I'll be okay
I'm not alone

I'm strong boy, I don't need no body
Like a head shot
My flaws boy, they don't need
To know about 'em, i'm dead locked
Wanna know why I plead the
Fifth? I confided in you
Told you not to talk
How she know about it? How he know about it?
Man I let you in to my deepest thoughts
Next thing I know my secrets out
You wonder why I got trust issues
Details I leave 'em out i got walls up
You can't see my soft spots
Keep everybody at arm's length
'Cuz if I let em close and talk a lot
They gon' toss rocks like dang
I'm cautious man, I feel paranoid
Defensive, uncomfortable with these
Camera's on i'ma just change the subject
Man I know I need a health check
Talkin' to God just ain't enough
Thank God I got real friends
Step out of line
I get reeled in small talk get real thin
Swallow my pride, let 'em in my biz
They gon' challenge me and
Keep the wheels spinnin'
Tell 'em everything
Everything that got weight on me
Healin' comes when I confess my faults
And bear my soul they gon' pray for me, yeah

I'm not alone, you're here with me
And will always be forever
I'm not alone, you're here with me
And will always be forever
I'm not alone, you're here with me
And will always be forever
I'm not alone, you're here with me
And will always be forever
I’m terrified, of letting anyone know
I’m paralyzed
Of all of these thoughts exposed
My greatest fear, is if they hear
They’ll turn and walk away
But every time, I know that I'll be okay
I'm not alone

You know the journey of defining oneself
Often takes a life time
Well, I had roughly 40 minutes
My hope is that this
Album would encourage you
And that against all odds
You'd push on to be who God created you to be
People may abandon you for it
But don't lose heart
Don't grow weary god is with you
You're not alone