Conquer Divide - Self Destruct lyrics

Have I lost my mind? I'm suffocating
It's killing me and I can't face it
Will I ever learn enough is enough?
I count these scars and wonder
"What have I become?"

Looking at me, now tell me: what do you see?
Feel like I lost control but I
Won't let you see through me
I let you get too close
I don't care how hard I try
These walls are caving in and
You're not getting out alive
These scars are tearing me apart
And I can't hide what I've become inside
'Cause I've got an appetite for sin
I'm self-destructing
And I wanna take another
Hit but I'm drowning, drowning

Strip me of everything
On the surface, I've become so artificial
I just wanna feel something real
Can you blame me? Somebody
Save me from myself
'Cause you were drowned out
Like the ocean waves
And now you're driftin' away
Turn me inside out so that I can see
What's become of me

I'm drowning in the waves and
I can't take the weight
This is the start of the end
The bitter taste of regret
The wolves are at my door
Waiting to come inside
I sold my soul and now I'm losing my mind

I'm losing my mind i lost myself
This isn't what I'm meant to be
Who's gonna save me now? I lost myself
This isn't what I'm meant to be, no, no

Strip me of everything
On the surface, I've become so artificial
I just wanna feel something real
Can you blame me? Somebody
Save me from myself
'Cause you were drowned out
Like the ocean waves
And now you're driftin' away
Turn me inside out so that I can see
What's become of me

I've got an appetite for sin
I'll self-destruct until there's
Nothing left