Conway, Big Ghost LTD - Forever Ago lyrics

I got some secrets I should've
Told you forever ago
Forever ago
But if I tell you now
You probably ain't gon' love me no more
Ain't gon' love me no more, shit

I only lied to you to
Protect you from the truth
(That's all)
But if I tell you now
You may never forgive me
(I know you ain't gon' fuck
With me no more)
I burn a branch, take a sip of this Rémy
I got some secrets that's killin' me
I been keepin' my feelings to myself
Know you gonna despise my acts
When you find out I was sleepin'
With your sister behind your back
(What?)
We was both drunk and high, we was vibin'
Her ass was fat
I wasn't used to all this money
And fame I'm gettin' from rap
You know I don't know how to act
I was pilin' all them racks
One thing led to another, I'm
Fuckin' her from the back
Damn
What the fuck was I thinkin'?
(I don't know)
Shit, I must've been tweakin'
That's why I gotta quit drinkin'
(I gotta stop)
Went through the phone and seen
The text askin' me
"When we linkin'?"
(Hah?)
Around the time when she was
In Buffalo for the weekend
(Word)
I denied it, that look in your
Eyes, you knew I was lyin'
I could
I could tell by your
Silence, I'm sorry, bae
I was wylin'

I got some secrets I should've
Told you forever ago
(I should've told you)
Forever ago
But if I tell you now
You probably ain't gon' love me no more
(You ain't gon' love me)
You ain't gon' love me no more
(I know you ain't gon' fuck with me)
I got some secrets I should've
Told you forever ago
Forever ago
(I should've been told you this shit)
But if I tell you now
You probably ain't gon' love me no more
(I know you ain't gon' love me no more)
Ain't gon' love me no more, shit
(I gotta tell you anyway)

Look, I pour a shot of 'gnac
And light my Gelato up
(Light up)
I got so much shit that
I just keep bottled up
This paranoia keep me in the
House and out of touch
(I don't go outside)
I hear somebody at my door
I pick my throttle up
(Who the fuck is this?)
I got robbed
I got hit when niggas shot up my truck
(I got hit)
I didn't die
But what if next time I'm out of luck?
(Hmm)
I been depressed
So everyday I pick my bottle up
Drownin' in my own sorrows, yeah
I know it's fucked up
But PTSD, and I'm bipolar (Hah?)
I compartmentalize
I never try to find closure
I wanna see my family straight
Before my eyes closin'
(For real)
I wanna put the drinks down
I need my mind sober
(Uh, huh)
I got two sons I gotta be the example for
Need my business straight before another
Label slam the door
(Talk to 'em)
I'm gettin' money
But I need to get my hands on more
(Hah?)
With all this stress I can't stand no more
(Woo)

I got some secrets I should've
Told you forever ago
(I should've told you)
Forever ago
But if I tell you now
You probably ain't gon' love me no more
(You ain't gon' love me)
You ain't gon' love me no more
(I know you ain't gon' fuck with me)
I got some secrets I should've
Told you forever ago
Forever ago
(I should've been told you this shit)
But if I tell you now
You probably ain't gon' love me no more
(I know you ain't gon' love me no more)
Ain't gon' love me no more, shit
(I gotta tell you anyway)