Count Raven - To Kill A Child lyrics

I remember the day that you were born
Your eyes looked at my soul
I was so proud, that I kissed the sky
Little then did I know

Why, oh why
Must this world force me to kill my child
I can no longer hide
The eternal pain that I feel inside

They said she was autistic
And silent as the night i said it is alright
My heart is like the universe
That is endlessly she'll be alright with me
The trees speak to me of sadness
Of a world that wasn't meant to be
The creation is in entire madness
We don't know love, so we don't see
But that is another story
And it doesn't set me free
Neither God or humans help me
Am I bound to destiny?

Years have passed without help from anyone
This road I walked alone
I look upon the world
Where no one's ever won
Then I blow her brain with my gun

Why, oh why
Must this world force me to kill my child
Why, oh why, the only song
This world ever sung, goodbye!

She's out of touch, out of reach
Not one of us she is free
So she has to be punished by all of us
The father kills the son
The father kills her
Not because of her, but because of you
Because of all of you
Who refuses to do even the
Smallest thing for your next!
The time and clock is ticking
For you my child
The one that I love the most in this world
I grow older and I can't let
Society take care of you because they won't
They don't care about you!
Soon I will have your blood on my hands
I'll be thrown in jail
They will point their fingers at me
They will judge me, as they have, judged you
As they will be judged, by you, and God!