Rxseboy, Thomas Reid, cøzybøy - hope it'll be a good day lyrics

I hope it'll be a good day
I hope it'll be a good day

They say I stumble when I walk
But they don't see I move my feet
At least forward in my sleep
I wake up from dreams that
Folded into nightmares
The night tears my eyes wide
Open in the sheets
I wrestle with demons
Pieces of my mind scatter swiftly into air
When I talk to all these
People that I care about
Air it out
That's just what my therapist's been saying
She been helping me with scary thoughts and
Girls I really like a lot
I been trying hard to fix myself this year
'Cause I was thinking
I wouldn't even be here
So I been trying hard to fix myself this year
'Cause I was thinking
I wouldn't even be here

I hope it'll be a good day
I hope it'll be a good day

I've been moving slower in my dreams
And I don't know what it means
But it's exactly what it seems
This depression comes in waves
Like I'm sailing out overseas
They see me crying
Feel the knives inside poking me as we speak
Lost atop the balcony
What is my reality
I can't come back to earth 'cause I'm
Losing grip of my gravity (every day)
Good luck with catching me
A failure of a masterpiece
I tear apart these wings
That I used to fight with so gallantly
I am not a hero
Please don't group me with them
I've never saved nobody's life
I'd rather soak in their dread
A waste of oxygen, on top of that
I'm better off dead
I tend to wounds that never heal
And ease the pain with the meds
I'm very stressed
Well aware of this position
That I've taken up
Tell you all these stories people try
To say I'm making up
I'm sorry that I got the drama
Maybe I don't pray enough
I'm coming from a place where nobody
Thought I'd be brave enough

I hope it'll be a good day
I hope it'll be a good day