CRAZYJOE2K, Exwren - September to December lyrics

Welcome to party a girl walk threw the Door
Can't believe my eye I think
I’ve seen her before
She's tall in her heels
And her hair a jet black
Maybe a dark purple but the lighting was lack
We starting getting to talking
Yeah started off good
1 blunt, 2 blunt, another puff of the wood
Fast forward couple weeks
The best years of my life
I think I found the one
That I'll call my wife
Up late at night, I’m Writing about her
I'm dreaming about her
I'm plotting about her I'm
Scheming about her
Telling Bruno I'll get that
Grenade about her
Man I'm crazy about her man
I'm crazy about her
I remember one night laying on her breast
Next thing hit's a bullet
Straight threw my chest
Sometimes words hit's just like them daggers
Quiet speaks louder to the boy that matters

She ain't shit she got me
Back up on the pills
She says it’s for the thrills
But goddamn these xannies kill (yeah yuh)
And Fuck love it’s like a endless spiral down
I took a look around and
On the pussy imma pound
And if she make a sound imma
Take her by her neck
I'm cracking all the muscles in her back
(yeah) she put me in her throat like
The smoke from the wood
I guess I did all I could

A Void left to be filled after she left
A Hole in the heart no air in the chest
The blood left pumping
Should’ve been put to rest
It left a good young man in a kid fitted mess
It was easy to see why I was so upset
3 weeks with no calls or reply's on texts
Finally got chance, I asked her wassup
Ended up cuted off, now I'm lost in rut
I gave this girl her own song
And this girl fucking gone
Christmas time rolled around and
I wanna be gone
Another leaf in wind, Another fish in the sea
Another girl in this world
Couldn't compete to me
New Years came by and it went like a flash
Brother threw a party and I
Got drunk off my ass
Met a somebody there we had a one night fling
And I Cut it off cause them and homie a thing

She ain’t shit she got me
Back up on the pills
She says it's for the thrills
But goddamn these xannies kill (yeah yuh)
And Fuck love it's like
A endless spiral down
I took a look around and
On the pussy imma pound
And if she make a sound imma
Take her by her neck
I'm cracking all the muscles in her back
(yeah) she put me in her throat like
The smoke from the wood
I guess I did all I could

What if all the rain never clears
Yeah I've thinking that for years
Yeah been doing this for years
Not taking rap I'm talking love
I desire affection, I needed hugs
I don't try to relate, I'm not a thug
But I sometimes equip, some needed guns
And I sometimes rip, some needed drugs
She text back wow
I thought I blocked her ass
Some months went by
You know that time move fast
February or match, I can barely remember
But this whole ordeal seems very Peculiar
Why we tryna be friends
On her mother's mattress
We all know how it goes cause
We right back at it
Eidetic memory but I can't seem to remember
Them events of last September to December

Today I want you to consider your life
And It's affect on other people
The way you've touched individuals
If you were to die today
How would they remember you?
As a Tyrant or as a Savor?
The Greeks said "What you do
In life echoes in eternity
So you have to make a impact on the world
Don't just let life happen"