Cute Is What We Aim For - Dead and Gone lyrics

Oh, I've been travelling on
This road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Oh oh

Ever had one of them days
Wish would've stayed home
Run into a group of suckers trying
To get they hate on you walk by
They get wrong
You reply then shit gets blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush 'em
Figure you'll get dropped
Hell that's nothing
They don't wanna stop there
Now they're bussing
Now you gushing, ambulance rushing
You to the hospital with that concussion
Hit 4 times, plus it hit your spine


Paralyzed waist down now ya wheel-chair bound
Nevermind that now you lucky to be alive
Just think it all started you
Fussing with 3 guys now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way
You could mess around, get shot, die any day
People die everyday, all over bull shit
Dope money, dice game, ordinary hood shit
Could this be 'cos of hip hop music?
Or did the ones with the
Good sense not use it?
Usually people don't know what to do
When their back against the wall
So they just start shooting
For red or for blue or for dope I guess
From Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight
Now I get it, now I take time to think
Before I make mistakes just
For my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away

Oh, I've been travelling on
This road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Oh oh

I ain't never been scared
I lived through tragedy
Situation could've been dead looking
Back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it
When you out there trapping
In apartments, hanging, smoking, and rapping
Suckers start shit
Next thing ya know we capping
Get locked up, didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit, look back, just laugh
Some shit still look back, just sad
Maybe my homeboy still be around
Had I not hit the sucker
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my homie
Walking out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more?
Got enough dead homies, I don't want no more
Cost a sucker his job cost me more
I'd took that ass-whooping now for sure
Now I think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A sucker put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
'Cos I hit you, you sue me
I shoot you, locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight
Now I get it, now I take time to think
Before I make mistakes just
For my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away

Oh, I've been travelling on
This road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Oh oh

I turn my head to the East
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the West
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the North
Swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

I turn my head to the East
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the West
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the North
Swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

Oh, I've been travelling on
This road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Oh oh but the new me will be alright
(I turn my head to the East)
But the new me will be alright
Oh, I've been travelling on
This road too long
(I turn my head to the West)
But the new me will be alright
Just tryna find my way back home
(So I turn my head to the North)
But the new me will be alright
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
Oh oh