Daily Carson, Lilly Warrens - The End lyrics

I’ve tried to be good but it’s
So hard when I know I
Could but I grew up in da’ hood so it took
Effecton me cuz’ thats all they see
In me is trouble and
Weakness I try to act tough when ma’ mom got
Put in cuffs people say I’m nothing
But a emo kid but
Are they sure enough I’ve been
Writein’ this song for 2
Months I found my way through it
With all those punches in
My gut and with all that bad luck thats when
I grab the hammer and put in
My head and get a gun
Because 2 shots in the head
I am dead give myself
Poison with pencil led so I can
Kill the pain inside my
Head yeah my mom gave me
Meds didn't answer all
The texts sent with all the crap
With the government keepin’ the
Money you get from taxis find
A noose in all my
Boxes homeless living in the woods
With the foxes I am
Gospel I can’t reconize it through
All my broken bones
(fast part) people always try to kill me and
Try to put me in ma’ grave can’t
Tell me what to do cause I am
Not a slave when I leave I
Wait tryin’ to see if I’ll leave alive then
I die) cause this is thy end
When the sun goes down this in thy
End and this is my last goodbye