Dan Bull - I Hurt Myself lyrics

My name's Daniel
I'm twenty-eight and I'm a self harmer
What I'm telling you is real
Not just another way to sell drama
Not doing this for karma, tearing
Throwing off my armour
There, I'm showing off my scars
I'm bare, I hope I've not alarmed you
The way I retaliate to aggravation
And stress is to
Smack myself in the face 'til my
Sad face is a mess
Scream my fucking lungs out, gasp
Taking a breath hit the right pitch
The sound of glass breaking is bliss
But, I can't smash the mirror
I'm afraid of broken glass
So I punch the face I see in it
My bones make an open gash
I need a healing potion fast
Throw me in the ocean, splash
The lifeboat has capsized, we've no hope
And no man's an island
My contraband is anger, violence
Lower the flag, no aggro, please
I demand silence
Skull and crossbones, swollen cheekbones
Pull the trigger, reload, pull the trigger
Reload see me overdose on friendly fire
No hope 'til I tote a broken
Nose and I can then retire

Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do

I feel ashamed of what I did
Now I've returned to clarity
Even though I only hit myself
Still it hurt my family
All the things I hate about myself
They may be true or not
It doesn't matter when my face is
Battered blue and black with bruises
Don't know what abuse is, why I do this
I'm a loser a faggot, four-eyed
Freckle-faced fucking waste of space
I've had it, I deserve to be damaged
It's a hurt I can manage
I can take physical pain
It's the words that are savage
My nerves are just ravaged
A small disturbance is all
But certain to cause turbulence
And of course, they urge me to panic
I'm scared of blood but never
Backed down from a brawl
Stand up for myself
Never sat down on the wall
I'll go toe to toe until I'm
Passed out on the floor
One of us is going to hospital
That's how much I'm raw

Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you made me do