Dark Half, SickTanicK, Razakel - Diary of A Lost Cause lyrics

Look into my eyes you can see I'm frustrated
I wanna stop your breathing
Leave you suffocated
I'm hating my own life, I wish I could die
Cut up gods and angels let
Em' rain from the sky
This pain in my eyes shows
The devil in disguise
And this preacher in my trunk
Shows where my religion lies
Its no surprise my mind's
Darker than Dahmer's
Supper's been served with some
Guts and your karma

All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated

Give me the reason why you left me
Give me the reason why you cry
I'm trying to find another reason why
I should even live this life
In a world so cold and a world so painful
I could never mend
It's hard to purge these thoughts of
You burnt inside of my head
So I sit alone and I'm all alone
And my thoughts they leave me dead
My eyes roll back from all the
Jack and all the Vicodin
I'll never see which ones you want
I hope you feel my stress
With a gun to my temple
Eyes roll back screaming fuck the blessed

All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated

The pain it never stops and
That stress keeps building
And if God loves everyone then
What does that make
Of me? Because my life is straight shit
Don't nobody even care and I'm
All alone in the darkness
And yo my life is never spared so I
Sit and I write all these thoughts
Of my life 'cause death is gonna come
I will never see the light
But, I'd rather reign in hell
Then to serve in heaven
It's SickTanicK with the dark
Half our desperate blessings

Did you ever love me did you ever care
It's hard to tell when you're never there
Did you ever love me did you ever care
It's hard to tell when you're never there
Did you ever love me did you ever care
It's hard to tell when you're never
There did you ever love me did you ever care
It's hard to tell when you're never there

All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated

I wake up and I think about death when I
Sleep late at night I still think about death
It's always in my head 'cause
To live is to die i'm so tired of crying
Should I commit suicide?
Whirlwinds of madness clouding up in my brain
Sex, drugs
And sleep only take away this pain
But today I can't take it so I
Place the chrome in my mouth
Goodbye world then I blow
My fucking brains out

All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
All alone I feel so cold
I feel so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated
You could be everything but you
Leave me so frustrated