Dark Lotus - Falling lyrics

Do not jump sir please whatever you
Do please do not jump yea hi look uh
There's a guy and he's on a building
Uh and he looks like he's gonna jump
Yea I uh I'm on the i am on uh, fuck
Do you know where we are? JUMP!
Why the hell are you telling him
To jump? JUMP! DON'T JUMP!

I don't get this
Fuck sickness and livin' with this
Never get to forget this
Not even on Christmas
No way to dismiss this
What the fuck is this?
They tell me it's all in my head
Why can't I get a witness?
Fuck it, I was never meant to be
And I'm my own hater
Up the elevator, on the rooftop seconds later
Lookin' over the ledge about to plunge


Take a deep breath in my lungs
Here the street comes

This is it, my last step, my last crawl
My last attempt to reach out
And touch someone to call
My phone's been cut off and bills
Are pilin' up so high
I'm on this ledge and fully prepared to die
Police lights litterin' streets
Beneath my feet fifty stories below I can
Here them holler "freeze" (Freeze)
"It's all okay, just give it another day"
They turn to screams as I
Step off and drift away

I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin
I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin

You think I'm doin this shit for fun
The second time in a week
But the first was just a practice run
Don't need a gun to end all of my suffering
All I need to do is jump
Get these evil voices outta me
You don't know what it's
Like when every night
You hear whispers convincing you to
End it all by daylight
I'm about to take flight and shut em all up
Just thought I'd let you know the
Real reason that Paul jumped

I'm lookin over this ledge
At these matchbox cars
Fifty-somethin' levels up
Make me hit that concrete hard
Why my meds don't work no more?
Why my doc quit on me?
I rung his neck, his eyes popped
He don't wanna see me obviously
Now I'm waitin for my balls to
Grind this concrete and crumble
A gang of motherfuckers sayin don't do
It you won't see no trouble
Next thing I know I heard
Mad screams holy fuck
The ground's comin my way mighty
Fast cause I just jumped

I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin
I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin

I'm fallin, ahhhhhhhhh
Death on impact about to crash
Fuck fuck dyin, fuck dyin, fuck fuck dyin
Fuck dyin i'm fallin, ahhhhhhhhh
Death on impact about to crash
Fuck fuck dyin, fuck dyin, fuck fuck dyin
Fuck dyin

My fingers scratch into the building as
I pull up and climb
Feelin' more like I'm a spider
Inside of my mind
Passin windows up with every story up I go
(Damn) takin a look inside
People sittin in cubicles
(Fuck you lookin' at?)
While I'm out here losin it
Scalin the bricks (Yeah)
The higher up that I crawl the
More that I'm feelin sick
Once I get to the top I can let it all go
As I fall through the air
To the sidewalk below

I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin
I'm fallin, drop to the bottom fast
Death on impact, about to crash
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin

Fuck fuck dyin, fuck dyin, fuck fuck dyin
Fuck dyin
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin
Fuck fuck dyin, fuck dyin, fuck fuck dyin
Fuck dyin
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin
Fuck fuck dyin, fuck dyin, fuck fuck dyin
Fuck dyin
I float up and around now I'm somehow flyin
I've been given another chance to live
Fuck dyin