Dark Lotus - Trapped Inside lyrics

Dark, cold, embryonic liquid
Surrounds me in the valley of decision
I hit the walls and they only bounce back
And my eyes won't open
So everything stays black
I kick harder hopin just to break free
Never realizing it can decide to abort me
In here alone in the fleshy confines
Somebody set me free cause I'm
Feelin I'm trapped inside

Written in the scrolls long
Ago it was foretold
The method in which trapping
And binding mortal souls
Passed down the monk's
Families for generations
The secret rituals and
The proper incantations
Circle pentagrams in the corners of the room
And it all becomes clear this is
Meant to become my tomb
Doomed forever to lead a
Life of non-existence
I'm trapped inside here by the
Pagans this is my penance

There must be some way out of this place
How did I get here what am I doing here?

I've quit prayin by this time
I've let it all go
It's somethin that'll never change
I already know
I roll my eyeballs back and take
A look at my brain
I realize I'm traumatized, two-thirds insane
A new name
A new shape to every pill that I swallow
All instructions I follow by
My doctor role model
Yet it's still the same goin
Back in the panic zone
All the lights are on inside
But ain't nobody home

He who chose roads that show in slo-mo
Will know when the time comes
To let his mind go
And then when you find out
That he's a psycho
Then maybe you'll understand how to
Deal with a lost soul
Push the wounds in, trapped like quicksand
In a mind that's so sick
They label him brain dead
But in the same sense if
You look through his eyes
Then you see he ain't tryin to hide

There's no way for me no way no key
I need for me i'm trapped inside

Slow IV drip I'm layin on the table
I can feel them cuttin me
I move but I'm unable
Hot tears pour from my eyes down my cheek
You can hear the beep from
My biosigns is gettin weak (beep)
Commotion, they must've removed
The wrong organ
I overheard them sayin I'd be
Dead by the mornin
So now I'm trapped here waitin to die
Make peace with the beyond close
My eyes and say goodbye

There's no escape, no way I can find
This is my time, alive i'm trapped inside
No wind no rain there's no moon that shines
This is my time, alive i'm trapped inside