Dark Lotus - I Wanna Die lyrics

Now that I'm dead and gone, look at me
I'm floatin' like the breeze
With my roots strong like trees
I'm filtered in your memories
Holdin' a candle like vigil sayin' a prayer
My name is graced
Buried with the paint on my face
I put the chase up long enough
I lived the lifestyle wrong and tough
And now my life span's up i give a fuck
I'm 'bout to run it in the afterlife
And hopefully they put my soul
In the butcher knife

"If I was to die" It'd make
A lot of people happy
No funeral possessions
No plot at the cemetery
Finally, I can be alone in my own world
The wagons come take me away
From the killing fields


"If I was to die" Would
You finally shut your mouth
Understand what I am? Understand
What I'm about? Like Kurt
(Suicide) place me up high on your pedestal
I'm 'bout to find out "Shaggy
It's time to go"

I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)
I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)

I wanna die, maybe I'll get angel wings
So I can cut 'em off, cook 'em up
And have some hella Wing Dings
I'd take my halo off, get myself a ladder
Hang it on the wall
Maybe you'll think it's a gold record
Death, everybody follow my hearse
Why does everybody always gotta
Go and die first?
Before they homies are missin 'em
And family members kissin' em
Everybody, even enemies stop dissin' 'em
I wanna die, so I can haunt my buddies
Stand behind them in a mirror
With my eyes all bloody
Stick my long, black
Cold tongue all in they ear and be like
"I'm only playing" and disappear
I wanna die and have everything answered
What happened to my father?
(Where?) Why was I a bastard?
What is thunder, is it really God bowlin'?
And night time's a blanket
And the stars are the holes in it?

I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)
I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)

Condolences are unnecessary you understand
You never question the emotions
Of an unstable man
I got the petals of a Lotus
And the pedal to the floor
Following a black hearse in the
Rain through a thunderstorm
Never once did I envision me being
Stuck in such a situation
He made decisions, now a spirit levitatin'
I can see 'em wavin' at me
Through the window of the hearse
He's crying blood
It all stops and it gets worse

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
At least that's what I was told
When I was on the come up
Been to the grave and it ain't no joke
Resurfaced to the earth with
The spirit's I invoke
Cut down in my prime when my clock got hit
Now I'm riding in the back
Of a hearse and shit
Darkness, pitch black, never seein' no one
And the Devil got his
Darkest demons ridin' shotgun

I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)
I wanna die, so I can see the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me with you)
I wanna die, take me to the other side
I wanna die, so I can fly (Take me away)

Take me with you take me away
Take me with you take me-