Dead Silent - Falling Fast lyrics

Suddenly losing my motivation
Kinda stopped loving this road to fame shift
Still hanging in with a fistful of hope
Gotta stick through the lows to get elevated
Yeah, still lost in the matrix
Can’t wake up and escape it
Still can't look in the mirror
Without getting in an altercation
I'm too distracted if I'm being honest
Can't forget that I made myself a promise
Slow with it honestly going this rate is
Just killing my progress lost in the motions
Better clock in but the clock is broken
I'm self deprecating, think hell is waiting
Self medicated, time to up the dosage
Yеah, I'm only rotting with what's
Left of my brain think that I'm lost
Yet I'm so fond of myself bеcoming so vain
Becoming a wreck but I see no train
Too numb with no lidocaine
In tune with the check
But I just checked, ain't no c notes, aye

Whoa think I'm falling fast
Think I'm falling fast
Barely coming up for air
Lungs are starting to collapse
Homies think they been around me
They don't know me, that's a fact
I’ve been dropping knowledge
I've been slipping through the cracks like
Whoa think I'm falling fast
Think I'm falling fast
Barely coming up for air
Lungs are starting to collapse
Homies think they been around me
They don't know me, that's a fact
I’ve been dropping knowledge
I've been slipping through the cracks like

Tunnel vision super drug
Too efficient no human touch
I'm going crazy coping daily
I'm too addicted to moving up
Lost the girl that I used to love
And that gets to me
Got a taste of what I wanted
I never thought it'd be bittersweet
Overstressing
Over-second-guessing what I got
Too late for a normal life
Keep on drifting from the spot
Fans know my deepest secrets
I'll confess it in a song
I ain't even tell my friends yet
I wonder what it cost

On one hand
I love the progress and connecting with fans
On the other hand
I’m the most burnt out I’ve ever been
And this is just the beginning

Whoa think I'm falling fast
Think I'm falling fast
Barely coming up for air
Lungs are starting to collapse
Homies think they been around me
They don't know me, that's a fact
I’ve been dropping knowledge
I've been slipping through the cracks like
Whoa think I'm falling fast
Think I'm falling fast
Barely coming up for air
Lungs are starting to collapse
Homies think they been around me
They don't know me, that's a fact
I’ve been dropping knowledge
I've been slipping through the cracks like

Do you know do you know what I mean?
I don't know what I mean let me go
I don't know what I need
Lost my soul long ago i'm in need
It was sold adios, adios
C'est la vie