Dead Silent - Say It lyrics

If there is one thing I cannot take
It's the sound of your mouth
Playing this dangerous game
I sat in solace inside of my own mind
Sat inside an empty room with a chair
And you remember it, you were there
Begging me for hope
With a tied rope caressing your neck
Fronting like you would jump unless
Your attention was fed
You do what is best, you do whatever you want
Act like you need reassurance
But I can read every nuance
You're taking part in a trend
The glorification of death
And if you fall from your nest
It's the gore-ification of your head
This conversation is shallow
But I don't mind, it's not me they want
You want yourself to think that they would
Miss you if you were gone
Maybe that's true
But it's a sickening way
To get some attention
This game isn't one I'm willing to play
You're ill mentally
Thinking I’m gonna spill
Repeat this every night with a
Hand full of pills (Watch me do it)

So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't know how to convey it
I cannot be here every moment you wait
So say it, just why won't you say it?
You don't know how to repay me
For all the time I sacrificed
Just to keep you awake

This isn't a letter to help
You make a decision
This isn't a cry out for help
I'm just supplying my vision
A demon bottled deep inside of me
Is that what you see?
So many necks will break
Heads will turn from my verbal sodomy
But honestly, I'm just speaking honestly
How hard does it gotta be to
Speak on some political property?
Telling me I need to word it properly
Politically correct
While I sit with this gun to my neck
(Watch me do it)

So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't know how to convey it
I cannot be here every moment you wait
So say it, just why won't you say it?
You don't know how to repay me
For all the time I sacrificed
Just to keep you awake
So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't need me to replay it
The image in my head is scarring enough
So say it, just why won't you say it?
Insanity is contagious
Cause you brought me to the end of my luck

Your drive for suicide has driven me to mine
How sick is it
All you really wanted was your peace of mind
Now we’re sitting on a
Topic we just redefined
You can’t pay back all of this debt
Your Visa card declined now you’re livid
How does it feel to be on
This end of the line?
Now that you’re throwing away everything
And leave it behind
But now you see through my eyes
The mirror stuck in your sight
And this is how I felt
Every other single night
And it’s true that we gotta
Be positive but I’ve tried
But you were over dramatic and
Pushed me over the line
Baby take a look what you’ve done
This isn’t you or me
Let us take a breath of happiness
That’s how you lure me in
None of us really want to go
But it’s time I wish you goodbye
I just wanted to let you know about how
I feel at this time in my life

So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't know how to convey it
I cannot be here every moment you wait
So say it, just why won't you say it?
You don't know how to repay me
For all the time I sacrificed
Just to keep you awake
So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't need me to replay it
The image in my head is scarring enough
So say it, just why won't you say it?
Insanity is contagious
Cause you brought me to the end of my luck

I only wish for the best and like I said
This letter was only destined
To blow off some steam
Get tension out of my chest
To anyone that it may concern
This isn't a cry out for help
This is a lesson learned

So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't know how to convey it
I cannot be here every moment you wait
So say it, why won't you say it?
You don't know how to repay me
For all the time I sacrificed
Just to keep you awake