DeathHimselfR, IRIS - La La La lyrics

Rise to the occasion
Never say no to anything
Accepting all oppurtunities that come my way
Its not too many though i don't go outside
Too many snow days got my anxiety to thank
Only i am to blame for the awkward silence
That being next to a stranger brings
I'm carrying around this dead weight
Give it a few days and i'll be in a coffin
Like a graveyard sovenir
Thats why you persevere
Keep on moving forward
Even if it's a toll or a pain in the rear
I guess it's true everybody starts somewhere
With nothing left to lose
And mom and dad got one plan
One expectation of me
To a productive member of society
But all i know is:

Friends aren't always real
They're always almost never fake
But have it either way
If you trust the wrong person
Then everythings at stake family isn't fake
But not always is it real
Depersonalization nothing is surreal

Cry at night, I'm living with the lies
I will never hesitate to break my mind
As death rolls in, I close my eyes
Nobody will remember me but it's alright
Will I follow with the light
Or will I go down
As The earth will start to burn
I won't look down
As the demons keep crawling
The devil in me shouts iT'S ALRIGHT
My heart here froze nobody will ever know
So la la tonight i'm sorry I ended the fight

Friends aren't always real
They're always almost never fake
But have it either way
If you trust the wrong person
Then everythings at stake family isn't fake
But not always is it real
Depersonalization nothing is surreal