​i9bonsai, dedbrat - ​trauma lyrics

I can't get you off my mind
Is that alright? Is that alright?
'Cause you always wanna leave me behind

I cannot stop thinking of the past
And it makes me wonder if
We're ever gonna last
But my heart, you stole it, yeah
You finessed
Wonder if we're just moving way too fast
You seem to give up on
All of our future plans
Do you even think they were
Written in the sands
'Cause it seems like it's so easy for
You to make 'em twist and bend
And when you say "forever" you
Just mean until our end
Why doеs love always wanna fuckin' haunt me?
And my life doеsn't make it any more easy
I feel like everyone always ends up cheating
How do I know you'll
Turn out any differently?
I'm so sorry for always overthinking
(Woah, oh)
I wish you didn't give up on reassuring me
I guess I can't stop second guessing
Why can't I just trust you
The way you trust me?

Could you tell me
Tell me what I'm doin' wrong?
Does it feel like your plans
Were way too long?
I don't know how to get to that
I'm so lost would you ever try again if
You knew the cost?
I get it, I get what you're so mad about
But that doesn't mean that you
Can even change the past
I don't wanna talk if you talk bad
, it's like a curse
I try to pull myself together piece by piece
But I keep failing, I go back and erase
You can try to accept it or clown me
It's not easy, you always wanna leave