Deep Sea Diver, Sharon Van Etten - Impossible Weight lyrics

This is what it feels like
Walking in a straight line
Stray talk clicking in my ear
This is what it feels like
Cliff dive broken mind
Wondering how I got here

A million times tongue tied spit it out
Never mind i think I’m addicted to the fear
Stutter in my heart from the hurry up
Stop dragging my heels around
Dragging my heels around
But that was then and this is now
I tried so hard not to let you all down
It’s an impossible weight
So I’ll just let you down now

Steady as the wheel turns on my way it’s ok
Picking up the pieces put ‘em down
Stutter in my heart from the hurry up
Stop dragging my heels around
Dragging my heels around
Dragging my heels around

But that was then and this is now
I tried so hard not to let you all down
But that was then and this is now
I tried so hard not to let you all down
It’s an impossible weight
So I’ll just let you down now

It’s an impossible weight
It’s an impossible weight

But that was then and this is now
I tried so hard not to let you all down
It’s an impossible weight
So I’ll just let you down now