Deer Tick - Walkin' Out the Door lyrics

Well, i forget when i began
Oh, swimming in the sand
I guess it hit me with a man is just a man

So i tried to get some truth
Outta these clothes that i outgrew
I cut my way to the back of the line
And i found you

But i know you don't see me like before
But, you'll never catch me
Walkin' out that door
And i've been living here for years
But there's a stranger in the mirror
Well, it's a rat race baby
Making money off of what we feared

And to the kids who have some words
About my friends or about her
Why don't you step out of the ghetto
Say exactly what you learn

'cause we ain't taking their shit anymore
That's why you'll never catch me
Walkin' out that door

I wanted to be all the things that you adore
I wanted you to see your change
But i ain't them and i know that
Well, you ain't leaving me behind

Well, i should step up to the plate
Instead of sleep away my days
Dreamin' 'bout a time that's
Long since gone by

Here i go again isolating all my friends
Inviting people to my party
But not letting anyone in

And it doesn't seem like
It's worth fighting for
So grab your bullshit
I'm showin' you that door