Delirious, A-Game - Wasting Time lyrics

I remember when I was just a little kid
Growing up in a trailer park
Had remorse for all the shit I did
I'm not so different when you think about it
All I wanted was acceptance
Now I can fucking live without it
I was always doubted
But, you can doubt me now
All my trials and tribulations couldn't
Fucking hold me down
& now I'm standing proud
Back turned to the sky & I vow
To live my life and raise the night
And not care how I'm turning out
I was a problem child, with a taste for drugs
Hid that shit all from my family
For the fear I would lose their love
I roll another blunt
And I think about my life
All my misery just burns away
Inside this goddamn pipe
I take a drink and I
Write another fucking rhyme
The only medicine, it gets me by
It gives me time to just lay back and cry
With sadness in my eyes
With morbid thoughts, I want to say goodbye
I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else
Another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough
I feel I'm Wasting Time

I feel I'm just wasting time
When I'm wading through the grind
Another dead-end job
I simply wanna hit rewind
But, I just can't seem to find
A way out of this mess all the bullshit
And the talking adds to mental stress
And it all just got me vexed
With all of the shit that I seen
Hypocrisy, man I can't believe this
World is run by greed
Sometimes I feel the need
To just stand up and scream
Into the face of my boss
Don't expect to get respect from me
So please, just set me free
Free me from everything
Please break these fucking chains and
Free me from my suffering
So please, just let me be
Let me strive for what I believe
Even if what I believe
Is something that you couldn't perceive
Now shut up and observe
As I take control of my life
The blood, the sweat
And the tears as an even sacrifice
So fuck the past
I'm moving past it I won't stop this fight
And that's the message I would leave
If this was my last night

I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else
Another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough
I feel I'm Wasting Time

Am I just wasting time creating lines
And making rhymes? I do my best
But, I got people trying to take what's mine
Everyone's a rapper
But nobody's trying to make a dime
We don't see eye-to-eye
No we don't share the exact place of mind
I'm trying to make it off this rap shit
That's why I put in practice
I'm trying to keep my flow
On point like cactus spines
You say you're dope? But
I am past your prime
You know I put in work on every verse, dub
And adlib fact is for the past 3 years
I've been trying to perfect my sound
If I hit the very top
I'll do my best just to protect my crown
They said white rappers never make
It out my county, wow but call me Lil Wyte
Cause all I gotta say is Doubt Me Now
People come and go
Just like the flow of every season
Lot of people sleepin'
But that can't be the reason to stop now
Been rapping 3 years I'm just
Trying to take it easy
Time is of the essence, I ain't wasting it
Believe me

I think about my life, and I just hurt inside
Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else
Another change of tide
It all just multiplies, the hate personified
My skin is tough, I've had enough
I feel I'm Wasting Time