DempseyRollBoy, Shiloh Dynasty - Lost lyrics

Eyes like the ocean, so hypnotizing
My broken heart is what you’re symbolizing
My self esteem just began minimizing
Start showin’ love instead of criticizing me
I’m so over this world
But don’t give up yet, I’m not over this girl
I hate wakin’ up, I got what I deserved
I feel cold and alone
I was kicked to the curb
Twisted dark sadness, past the point of help
I’m the only one feelin’ this
Me and no one else
Six to my head, give a fuck about my health
Nowadays, I don’t give a fuck about myself
The worst part is I don’t even know why
Thе worst part is I can’t cry when I try
Grief won’t leavе, I can feel it crawl inside
Get the fuck out, I don’t want you in my life

Broken into pieces
I can’t seem to find a reason
I guarantee I’m a demon
I talk to him when I’m sleepin’
I’m losin’ my fuckin’ mind
Nobody can hear me screamin’
I feel the pain in the mornin’
I feel the pain in the evenin’
In the nighttime too, got the nighttime blues
This the life I choose, got a lifeline fuse
I’ma die too soon with a skyline view
I’ma die too soon without a life with you

If I did it over
I would be somebody different
I wish tonight was a dream
Unfortunately it isn’t
I’m a victim of a sickness
Confined inside of a prison
The visions of my submission
Becomin’ extremely vivid
So shut up, just fuckin’ listen
Not sure if I’m even livin’
I’m breathin’ and just existin’
I’m battlin’ a condition
I keep my emotions hidden
My spirit doin’ division
I don’t know what keeps me driven
When I’m bound for a collision
Piecin’ up the puzzle
Young and very troubled
I been left without a warning
Gettin’ torn apart by struggle
Tryna speak freely, the real me in the muzzle
While everyone got a problem
I think I might got a couple
And I gotta go, I know where to be found
Want my soul set free
Like nowhere to be bound
I’m dyin’ when I speak
But no one can see sound
Confused and I’m lost, but I never seem down

Broken into pieces
I can’t seem to find a reason
I guarantee I’m a demon
I talk to him when I’m sleepin’
I’m losin’ my fuckin’ mind
Nobody can hear me screamin’
I feel the pain in the mornin’
I feel the pain in the evenin’
In the nighttime too, got the nighttime blues
This the life I choose, got a lifeline fuse
I’ma die too soon with a skyline view
I’ma die too soon without a life with you