Derez De’Shon - Alot Changed lyrics
[Derez De’Shon - Alot Changed lyrics]
(Listen to this track, bitch, June)
Oh, oh oh, yeah, yeah, uh, yeah
Uh
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Looking in the mirror
Can't see myself sometimes
Looking in the mirror, I see death sometimes
Fighting this depression
I need help sometimes popping pills
Trying to heal this mental health of mine
A lot done changed me
Not no money, not no bitches
Thots couldn't change me
My dawg done changed on me a
Lot like he got rabies
Would have gave you everything I got
But you betrayed me
Niggas got lost and now they act
Like they was saving me
Swear I can't stand this shit no more
Paraplegic somebody call the fire marshal
'cause I'm heated
Standing in the hole all myself
Guess I was team less
But I stayed ten-toes down, undefeated
Them niggas jumped off sides
And they threw flags, homie
I ain't going back and forth
But I got racks on me
You know what's in that bag
I got straps on me
You don't wanna see me mad, it get mad ugly
I swear that love drove a nigga crazy
Treated you like blood, cut me like a razor
All I showed was love and
You showed me hatred
I ain't trying to judge you
But why'd you change? yeah, yeah
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
All this pain, all I could do was pray
Sister got raped, what I'm 'posed to say?
Huh, when she called, I ain't answer, man
This shit insane i tell her it's okay
Just glad she ain't get AIDS
But she say she feel like dyin' everyday
I swear I feel the teardrop on
My eyes to my face
And I swear I be lyin' if
I say that I'm okay
Murder on my mind, got me slidin' with the K
Yeah, I should have listened to my gut
But I didn't
Niggas shot up my truck, tried to kill me
But they missed me
And ever since that day, when I wake up
I see life different
Yeah, and ever since that day
I think of everything I didn't
Like, what my children gon' do if I leave?
What my mama gon' do if I'm
Gone when she need me?
I promise to be strong, don't get me wrong
It ain't easy
Scared to be alone, had what I wanted
But she leave me
And I gave her all the reasons
All the lyin', all the cheatin'
All the time I was following all these demons
I let them trick me out my mind
I was deleted and all the time I was blind
But I should have seen it i'm sorry, Lord
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Oh, oh oh, yeah, yeah, uh, yeah
Uh
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Looking in the mirror
Can't see myself sometimes
Looking in the mirror, I see death sometimes
Fighting this depression
I need help sometimes popping pills
Trying to heal this mental health of mine
A lot done changed me
Not no money, not no bitches
Thots couldn't change me
My dawg done changed on me a
Lot like he got rabies
Would have gave you everything I got
But you betrayed me
Niggas got lost and now they act
Like they was saving me
Swear I can't stand this shit no more
Paraplegic somebody call the fire marshal
'cause I'm heated
Standing in the hole all myself
Guess I was team less
But I stayed ten-toes down, undefeated
Them niggas jumped off sides
And they threw flags, homie
I ain't going back and forth
But I got racks on me
You know what's in that bag
I got straps on me
You don't wanna see me mad, it get mad ugly
I swear that love drove a nigga crazy
Treated you like blood, cut me like a razor
All I showed was love and
You showed me hatred
I ain't trying to judge you
But why'd you change? yeah, yeah
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
All this pain, all I could do was pray
Sister got raped, what I'm 'posed to say?
Huh, when she called, I ain't answer, man
This shit insane i tell her it's okay
Just glad she ain't get AIDS
But she say she feel like dyin' everyday
I swear I feel the teardrop on
My eyes to my face
And I swear I be lyin' if
I say that I'm okay
Murder on my mind, got me slidin' with the K
Yeah, I should have listened to my gut
But I didn't
Niggas shot up my truck, tried to kill me
But they missed me
And ever since that day, when I wake up
I see life different
Yeah, and ever since that day
I think of everything I didn't
Like, what my children gon' do if I leave?
What my mama gon' do if I'm
Gone when she need me?
I promise to be strong, don't get me wrong
It ain't easy
Scared to be alone, had what I wanted
But she leave me
And I gave her all the reasons
All the lyin', all the cheatin'
All the time I was following all these demons
I let them trick me out my mind
I was deleted and all the time I was blind
But I should have seen it i'm sorry, Lord
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me
Times change, people change
I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame
I ain't been the same me
Yeah, they say I changed a lot
I say a lot done changed me