Derez De’Shon - Pain In My Styrofoam lyrics

Since I been on TV
Bitches seen me and they askin'
Is it really him?
I got niggas that's locked in
The cell and they
Callin' my phone and ask me how it feel
I still can't believe that it's real
I can't even lie it's gettin' weird
I keep fallin' out with all my peers
But dependin' on me and how I feel, yeah
That Adderall helpin' me see
A little clearer, clearer
That man don't recognize myself when
I look in the mirror
Prayed for a blessing, gotta take it
I swear it's a miracle
Fighting depression but the drugs make
The pain seem invisible

Roll my pain up in a Backwood
Pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to
Tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go
When the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go
When all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct
Me if I'm wrong ain't nothin' different
Nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches
'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they
Whisperin' when you gone

Tried to do right and everything went left
I need a second, thinking to myself
I need a second just to take a breath
All the lights flashing from the picture
All the fame starting to make me miserable
Tryna hide the pain with prescriptions
Can't feel my face in camera lens
Demons on me and I can't pretend
Got niggas 'round me who
Ain't really friends
Got weight on my shoulder
It's really weighin'
Swear when I woke up this morning
The bitch with me, I didn't know her
Bitch took a pic while a nigga was snoring
The Instagram shit is annoying

Roll my pain up in a Backwood
Pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to
Tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go
When the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go
When all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct
Me if I'm wrong ain't nothin' different
Nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches
'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they
Whisperin' when you gone

Roll my pain up in a Backwood
Pour my feelings in the Styrofoam
Hide my emotions like an app to
Tell my secrets on the microphone
Where do all the stars go
When the sun come out and shine?
Where do all the clouds go
When all the rain fall from the sky?
I might be trippin' but correct
Me if I'm wrong ain't nothin' different
Nothin' changes 'cause you gone
Can't love these bitches
'cause they leavin' you 'fore long
Can't trust these niggas 'cause they
Whisperin' when you gone