Deyaz - Numb lyrics

I've partied sober, over and over
I've battled demons that wanted my
Heart put to rest
Still look for better days instead
Oh, you should've seen it
Watching me screaming
Most nights I'm wired, up drinking
I just need some rest
To get these problems off my chest

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead

You got me so numb got me so numb

Happy to stay by you, stuck in denial
Killing myself for a girl that expired
It happened so quick
Couldn't keep up the risk getting left
Old man's been taunting
Should'vе read the warning


Wasn't that consumed with looking
For my purposе watch the time tick
Day and night went so quick
In these four walls
Are set all alone in the pain

You got me a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead

You got me so n- got me so numb

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead