Diabolic - Feel Ya Pain lyrics

Another day
Another dollar that I don't fucking got sold
A bunch of records and I'm still
Broke couple bitches in my pocket
A couple kids
That I love to death so, really
What do I got to be mad at? Check it

My life is waking up to
Sunshine from darker scenes
History repeats it'self: spark a Dutch
Start to lean
My heart combusts i want to scream
Reaching far extremes
Desperation ‘Bout to spark a
Fiend like Charlie Sheen
I stay stressed paychecks are
Few and far between i've worked for years
So I'ma persevere despite how hard it seems
I'm just a starving artist
I don't market dreams
Or target teens with garbage
See? I'm focused on a larger scheme
The scheme I'm focused on goes
Beyond just being paid
A culture born before the VMA's
And pop shit being played
Angel on my shoulder fighting
What the demons crave
Presence felt and still respect myself
When I leave the stage but in recent days
I'm left in Hell with seeds to raise
And can't seem to trade an honest
Living for a decent wage
I’ll watch the local news or, on occasion
Read a page see policemen strays kill a kid
When D's squeezed the gauge
Fuck is wrong with people?
We should be enraged
But the fact remains we act the
Same and aren't even phased
We'd rather drink away the pain
And smoke the greenest haze
Lord, if you exist, please
Forgive me for my evil ways
Then have us all believe the phrase
"streets are paved with gold"
Disappointment left the pistol pointed
‘bout to take our souls
So as the paper folds
I’ll pray that I can take control
Before the present day becomes the days
Of old and ancient scrolls
I don't see the light is anybody there?
I want to leave this life does anybody care?
Can anyone relate? Do you feel the same?
‘Cause the only way I know that
I'm alive is feeling pain
When life becomes a struggle
I can feel your pain
Broke as fuck, trying to hustle
I can feel your pain
Making dough but owe double
I can feel your pain
That describes my own behavior maybe
I can motivate ya

Every night is sleepless ‘cause, everyday
I'm broke
‘Bout to drown in debt, treading water
Trying to stay afloat
I’ll just listen to these politicians
Taking notes wages don't see raises close to
The rate of inflation's growth
I'd like to thank the snakes who
Post up in a Mason’s cloak
They provoke the rage in this
Page full of famous quotes
I'd also like to aim the scope
At ‘em as they approach
My logic is to find the positive
In what I hate the most
My fans got a taste for dope
So here's a fatal dose
There's more to gain when it's pouring
Rain absorb the pain and cope
Don't let it slow you down
Don't let it break your hopes
Make a toast to fakes and rub it
In their face like shaving soap
Today, I woke up to a
Note my baby mother signed
And I was forced to read the
Words this evil bird had underlined
She said, "I'm leaving you" I've seen this
View a hundred times
But, if she thinks she'll take my son away
She's out her fucking mind
We're gonna shine despite the
Turning of deceitful tides
Full of secret lies, beneath our pride
Where the demons hide if I could do it over
I'd still let the semen fly
‘Cause if I didn't, difference is
Kingston wouldn't be alive
And while she smokes my weed
Supply, I'm here, screaming, "Why
The fuck do I even try? Bitch
Leave the keys and slide"
Reaching deep inside to find the
Strength I need to rise
Up from underneath this cunt's
Deceit so be it, fine

I don't see the light is anybody there?
I want to leave this life does anybody care?
Can anyone relate? Do you feel the same?
‘Cause the only way I know that
I'm alive is feeling pain
When life becomes a struggle
I can feel your pain
Broke as fuck, trying to hustle
I can feel your pain
Making dough but owe double
I can feel your pain
That describes my own behavior maybe
I can motivate ya