Digga D - Fighting For My Soul lyrics

God gave me life, so I can't tell him
"I'm suicidal", it's been re-written
But, I still find the time to read the Bible
I'm a rapper, that's my title, someone's idol
So, I'm mindful when I talk, 'cause if not
They'll cancel me to be spiteful, it's all a cycle
My head's chipped, so I smoke my weed -ital
Need a break from prison like Michael
It's all about survival, ask my rival
Shoot on arrival, make his destination final
And the way it's gonna go
It's gonna spiral out of control
Get my rifle
Freedom of speech, look how they
Fight for Ye and Andrew Tate
They say the wrong thing and get blocked
I speak, I'm back behind the gate
Fake it till you make it, I can't hate
Spray my billboard with paint
And that's one thing that I can't rate
So, when we get him
I just hope you understand
That we been droppin' niggas
Out for trollin' on the 'Gram
Free Thugger, been in court tellin'
The judge we ain't a gang
Hearing that's somebody's son
I got prepared to take the stand, damn
From the picture that they paint
I say, "I'm alienated," Picasso
Head chipped, so I ain't mixin' my weed with tobacco
Power of my shadow, so I'm fillin' my pistol with ammo
Say a one prayer and I light my candle
It's every man for themselves
When you pray, it help, it help
I can't bring myself to ask you
When I need it, but I'll pattern up
The Devil's draggin' me to places
Back to places I don't wanna go
Protect my energy, it's evil
I don't wanna know

2023
Just leave me be if you don't want the smoke
'Cah I'm fightin' for my soul, yo, this is not a joke

Save me, yeah
Please, save me
My heart can't take no more
(Mhm-mm)

When my head gets hot
And I don't know what to do
There must be other ways
To chill instead of smokin' on ####
I ain't got nothin' to say
So I can't go to the booth
Am I really fallen off, God
Can you save me from the truth?
I'm twenty-two, I'm gettin' old
And gettin' tired of these roads
They been burstin' off of poles
The feds been birdin' off my bros
And I see my nigga fold
That made my heart go cold
But it's loss of decomposure, so
I'd rather my heart froze
You see the pain in my eye
It leaks 'cause I got stabbed in it
Never chose the roads
Me and my bros, we got dragged in it
Ten-man done in jail
Ain't nothin' but a mad minute
Who am I to complain?
My bro, he got twenty years
And then he's gotta get parole
If it's evil, I don't wanna know

2023
Just leave me be if you don't want the smoke
'Cah I'm fightin' for my soul, this is not a joke
This is not a joke