Dion Dugas, ​demxntia, ​yung van - Nothing lyrics

Oh, every time I try to fall asleep
I drift away
It's always something on my mind
Or nothing at all
Every time I try to run away
I run out of luck
I feel like something's missing
I feel like nothing matters
When no one seems to listen
I feel like I don't matter
Been climbing up this ladder
That never seems to end
And I wanna close this chapter
And finally start again
(Finally start again)

See I've gone by
Got no time but I, still try
I'll run by with no lights
Searching for you far away
Closing all that's left of me

There's parts of me I don't know anymore
I've hung up signs and I locked all the doors
There's only traces in my memories
The person I am is not
How you still remember me
I built the cage and I shut myself in
So I could learn from the things that I did
But it only made me hate me
I'm turning into all the monsters
That you made me i get upset so easily
I think everyone is mean to me, yeah
So I've been trying to change
My point of view
Everyone acts so differently
When they reach there limit's mentally, yeah
Some try to run
While others let it run it's course

See I've gone by
Got no time but I, still try
I'll run by with no lights
Searching for you far away
Closing all that's left of me