Disarmonia Mundi - Toys Of Acceleration lyrics

Take a look in the mirror
Dive into the black of your eyes for
A while to define the shape inside
The thrill to become what they crave for
Burned all the bridges that once
Led you to this place
Torn out the wings that made
You fly away from them

If I just could medicate
If I could take away the pain
Instead of moving downwards
Sinking to the bitter end accept the sorrow
As all that matters fades away
Feed your illusions inside acceleration
There's no tomorrow
No turning point or circle's end
Just one conclusion despite the acceleration

Still I need to believe
Despite the blame, despite the shame
Something's left inside on me
Something that just can't break free
Still I don't know why
I'm pushing it further inside till
The point of pain so nihilistic
Just ram it down and blow me away

Like a silent wave sweeping all the pain
And the dirt inside of me i accept the blame
Of this fragile state and become the enemy

You haven't seen the last of me cause
Nothing's what it seems to be
So talk shit, then run and hide
You're such a wasted parasite