DJ Hoppa, Hopsin - Time Out lyrics

I'm at the point where anyone I
Know just can't be trusted
I been conditioned by vicious cycles
Of family grudges
Goddamn it sucks when you sink in the
Shoes you standing up in
So then you pray to God
 hoping his blessing hands will rush in
And maybe provide some guidance towards
The source of light
And the Heavenly doors divide to eliminate
Wars inside of my own head
My life's a battlefield where
Most just don't tread
This dark cloud's got me discouraged
All of my hope fled anger's revved up like a
Moped circling blocks
Pressure's on urging to pop
No reversing the plot
You know how many niggas I want to
Send to church in a box?
You know how many bitches I done
Dated that turned into thots?
Plenty, no doubt too many to count
Hoes try'na empty accounts
They itching for clout
They'll piss on your crown
I'm clearly injured with no band-aid
So I take the wound
Next time I trust myself instead
Of putting faith in you

And that's the only way it's gon' be
I ain't got too many homies you know me
This should all be good but
It ain't right now
I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out
And that's the only way it's gon' be
These cold nights are creeping on me
It's lonely this should all be good but
It ain't right now
I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out
Time out

If I could go back to all of my past mistakes
I would just mash the brakes
You live and you learn, it burns
If that's the case then this is the
Moment that I climb from the casket
And I rise through the ashes
And I find in the passion
Cause my time isn't passing no time soon
Even though I'm bruised I'm
Tryna reach greatness
And I hope I do, this low-life blues
Is tryna creep on me
So I proceed with both eyes glued
Wide open, I must thrive
You niggas know my roots
Money can buy a lot of things
But it don't buy truth
It took me years to find this shit out
Had my whole mind spooked
So now I'm try'na dig myself up out
A hole I put myself in
For years I lived inside of Hell's den
Wonder who else been?
It's like my soul is melting and
Being poured in a witches pot
And I just sit and watch as
All of my riches rot is this real?
Or maybe I'm perceiving reality wrong
Can't even recognize myself 'cause
My sanity's gone

And that's the only way it's gon' be
I ain't got too many homies you know me
This should all be good but
It ain't right now
I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out
And that's the only way it's gon' be
These cold nights are creeping on me
It's lonely this should all be good but
It ain't right now
I wish I could hit pause, hold up, time out
Time out