DND - Still Here lyrics

I've been alone for so damn long
Wanting to end it, but knowing it’s so wrong
My thoughts still here and I won’t
Leave them won’t dare to lose this vision
The thoughts that tick are seconds
From exploding they’re closing
In on my neck, I’m choking
If suicides the right way
Then I’m debating on being right
Being here just doesn’t feel bright
Dark mind, dark matter, slander relations
Don’t mind, harsh laughter, anger created
It's like the negative is
Just so damn contagious
They surround me with your problems
I’m just losing all my patience

Day in day out
Suicide teases me take out
I’m fake now i said I’d go now
But, I’m still standing before now

All I think about sometimes is suicide
Maybe not at the moment not all the time
I don't want to be wiped regardless now
I love you mom, I’m sorry wow
I'm so damn sorry that it had to come to this
Life was getting too hard & I
Had to take the risk but, I'm smiling now
Can you hear the lovely tunes
I'm sorry that I left you
But, I couldn’t just let you
Bring me down with negative
My mind finally gave in called it quit's