D.OZi, Type Negative - Never Understand lyrics

(doza) never understand this how I feel
Man you'll never get the plan
Went and fought depression
Had to take a stand what more do you want
You know that I can't i did so much for you
What more do you demand
All the nights I stayed up
Cause, I couldn't let you go
Telling me that you would leave me
Answer was no couldn't think of myself
Without you by my side saying you would ride
The Bonnie to my Clyde
I'd get down on my knees for you
Baby know that I would bleed for you
Knowing you would do the same
Needle to my vain
But they'll never understand
No they'll never understand
All the pain that I felt
All the hardships that I dealt
(Type Negative) yeah
"where have you been?" under my skin
Writing these hymns while I'm
Cutting these limbs
My mind is so grim, don't speak for them
I'm speaking for me you don't need to agree

I'm writing my demons they
Come with the seasons
Just promise me that you are going to listen
I'm feeling so frozen I'm smoking my poison
Must be mistaken man none of y'all thinking

Starting again, "where have you been?"
Drowning in a pool I cannot swim
That feeling of sinking then I stop breathing
Consciousness leaving then I stop feeling

I still hate me yeah that has not changed
Y'all still look at me like I am so strange
Type negative man remember the name
Cause, I'll be the one to
Take all of your fame