Eboi, Little Jinder - As I’m Falling lyrics

(Little Jinder) i need air
Let me breathe why can't you see
I need to heal i'm falling apart

In the rain just walking around the same
Old blocks and the same old buildings
Life's a hell of a ride, hatred got me driven
My hood at the brink of war but
Not a single fuck is given
In the middle of the concrete jungle
Where the kids sell drugs for a living
These fuckaz got me stressing
I'm dealing with depression
Just how many times will my
Mere existence come into question
Thoughts from the underclass
Will I learn my lesson
As I'm confronted with my demons
And they got me guessing
Could it be that I'm losing my mind
When the devil come knocking
Don't usually mind
Head in the books, shoes to the ground
Simple and plain, I refuse to down
Now I'm a little bit older
But my heart just so much colder
Oh wait, hold up
Here come the police I can smell the odor
Mr officer, why you gotta know my name
What am I suspected of
Do we all just look the same
Patience comes at a cost and
My account is drained
Guess this is the night we
All gone feel my pain (Little Jinder)
I need air let me breathe
Dare touch my heart why can't you see
I need to heal i'm falling apart
You got me falling all that i need
Is tons of your love leave me to freeze
Leave me to bleed you got me falling

On my way outside again and this time
It's snowing and cold as hell
Pass kids in the stairway oh wait
I know the smell
Thinking bout leaving the poverty
In the place from which my family came
To arrive where you can't get a job less
I'm willing to change my family name
It's easy to get depressed
Equally easy to find excuses
So my brother got caught up in a
Criminal life full of drug abuse, just
Thinking bout what he pissed away
Trying to be a role model
For my sisters' sake
My stepdad ain't around and I'm trying
To make up for his mistakes
And we buried in debt
I'm the only male in the house
My boys locked up no bailing em out
Wait, moms on the phone
What you yelling about
"I got bad news really don't
Know how to break it
One of your family members OD'd
Don't know if she gon' make it"
My head to the sky can't even
Get get me to pray
How come I can't get me a break
Swear to God if she taken away
Better come get me today (Little Jinder)
I need air let me breathe
Dare touch my heart why can't you see
I need to heal i'm falling apart
You got me falling all that i need
Is tons of your love leave me to freeze
Leave me to bleed you got me falling