Ego Mackey - ​uncomfortable drug rant and whine lyrics

Nah, nah, nah, nah nah, nah, nah, no
Ego Mackey

I won't ever find my sleep
Girl called me a druggie creep
We go weeks on weeks, years on years
Codeine out my pores, dirty Percocet
Little whores pop a bean, yeah, when I
Get bored, dopamine, yeah, be my lord
After the pussy, money and lovin', no
Still hard to be trusting
Phone navigatin', hoes fuckin', melancholy
I'm still lusting for you
Oh, I wish it was something, real love, no
It meant nothing love her just to fool
Myself, pour more, like, fuck my health
Stuck in me, yeah, stuck in self
Would you be cool, bitch
If I was a fiend? If I
Really just loved this lean?
Oh, not more than you I mean
Lemme just pour up this oz
Demons all inside of me
Just understand you can leave me
Just understand you can leave me
Girl, please, leave me

Think that's when I knew I didn't love
Think that's when I knew I couldn't love
Think that's when I knew I shouldn't love
The only thing I could love
Was demons and drugs