Eli Fross - Alone lyrics

Lately, I've been thinkin' that some
Things might stay the same
I been going through so much and
Then this pain don't go away
Sometimes I overthink and let this
Anger turn to rage
I be stuck up in the past and
Think the future's just a waste

So much be on my mind
I just smoke the pain away
Even though I'm on my grind
Some shit don't feel the same
I be deep up in depression and
Put smiles on my face
I know life a living lesson but
It's still a shitty place

I been chilling with my demons they
Be there when I'm alone
I know god always listen but have
Yet to get the phone
Young nigga tryna get it and I
Got it on my own
They say words never hurt you
So I started breaking bones

Young nigga on a mission
He ain't got no love so he drill shit
He ain't trust in a minute
Ain't no luck where he living
On some real shit this some real shit
He fucked up so he steal shit
Ain't no love in that street mix
He was young but a menace yeah a menace

Holy water, couldn't make me holy
Buss down, got these bitches on me
I'm in my own lane don't worry bout a thing
Tryna be stress-free
Like that just sounds insane

I been on my zone, in my bag
You know I'm locked in she be on my phone
She used to laugh now I'm a topic
Rather be alone cause when I love
It's hard to stop it
Like shawty you don't love me
If you loved me u would stop it

Lately, I've been thinkin' that some
Things might stay the same
I been going through so much and
Then this pain don't go away
Sometimes I overthink and let this
Anger turn to rage
I be stuck up in the past and
Think the future's just a waste

So much be on my mind
I just smoke the pain away
Even though I'm on my grind
Some shit don't feel the same
I be deep up in depression and
Put smiles on my face
I know life a living lesson but
It's still a shitty place