Eli. - all i ever wanted lyrics

I used to wake up always hating myself
I used to wish that I was dead
I used to wish I had a different shaped head
I had a list of things that made me upset

I used to think that life just wasn't worth it
I used to not see the point
And every now and then, I still have those days
I just hope someday I won't disappoint

You can find yourself in all the places you never thought to look

Cause all I ever wanted was to be somebody else
Instead of just myself
And that is not how it's supposed to be

And all I ever wanted was to look like someone else
I didn't love myself
But I'm exactly who I'm supposed to be

And we all are!

Some days I just wanna fade away
I don't wanna feel the pain anymore

I don't wanna get up, I don't wanna go to work
I just wanna leave it all at the door

Cause what's the point of all this living
If I'm living like this?
You will find your purpose, I promise
It's pretty hard to miss

Cause all I ever wanted was to be somebody else
Instead of just myself
And that is not how it's supposed to be

And all I ever wanted was to look like someone else
I didn't love myself
But I'm exactly who I'm supposed to be

And we all are!

Yeah, we all are