Eligh, REVERIE - J.R. High Love lyrics

I miss the days of being in
Love with someone so hard
That you could no longer feel the
Ground beneath your feet
I only felt this way in JR high when
I was sprung on someone so young
Without even touching tongues
Or brushing up against her in the hallway
Passing quickly, too shy
So I'd write a letter
And you know that I was
Better at writing than talking
Whether hiding or in plain sight
You might say, I'm still that way
Look at me now
Writing a song about true love and I
Don't even know your name yet
Your just a vague impression of what
I want you to feel like
I will not settle for rock or pebble
I'm searching for precious metal
Luscious flower petals
Brushed in monogram tea kettles, hot love
Killing off the meek, hello

JR high love
We got that JR high love (got it, you got it)
We got that JR high love
(you got it, you got it, you got it)
We got that JR high love (you got it)
We got that JR high love
We got that JR high love
(we got it, we got it) we got that

Honestly it’s hard for me to think
About that thing - love
How am I supposed to know
Your intentions are true between, us?
It’s hard for me to focus
If you ain’t noticed
Before this, I've been scarred
So you know this
My knees weak and now you won’t see me again
I’ll leave that shit
Keeping a love that deep I
Really don’t believe in it
I used to want romance, to slow dance
I used to put my heart in the hands of a man
I tried to make him treat me
Like I seen in the movies
But expectations only led
Disappointment to me
But, you be, treating me like a queen
That’s why I push away low self-esteem
And now I’m feeling royalty
This what I deserve, boy you spoil me
But, forever's essence - evanescence
Change is constant, stability is deception
I’m tryna open up my mind
But the realism in me won’t let me
My heart is empty

JR high love
We got that JR high love (got it, you got it)
We got that JR high love
(you got it, you got it, you got it)
We got that JR high love

If you just hold on dusk turns dawn
Lust turns to love heartbreak is gone
Time heals all wounds one day you hate love
Next day you make love
Renegade to married on the front lawn
As we grow, we start to attract the right one
Give your spirit a chance to advance
Before you lock hands
With a cancerous man or woman
In the bright sun one can see all flaws
When flaws are accepted
And love is unconditional then slow down
Stop the fight
You might of pulled the trigger
On the right gun i'd kill for love
I'd kill for my wife and my unborn son
It's that JR high love

JR high love we got that JR high love
We got that JR high love
We got that JR high love