ChrispyD, Ely Waves - Going Through Changes lyrics

Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers that I
Heard in the bright nights
And I hold up my hands
This will be my final stand, before I

Every day when I wake up
I get up and look at my face what a disgrace
That's what I say to myself most days
'Cause the shame that I feel
For losing myself to the Vicodin pills
Held me like crutches
Usually not one for holding on grudges
But still I won't look at
Myself in the mirror i just won't touch it
I still do not love it
I'm haunted by every selfish decision
And maybe I'm broken and
Not meant for healing it seems that way
Losing my mind by the day
Like I'm yiеlding it
This is some serious shit, fuck any image
I'm as rеal as it gets
Stopped at cross roads of life, change
It is what it is change, it is what it is

Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers that I heard
In the bright nights and I hold up my hands
This will be my final stand, before I

My heart's like a battlefield
Bloodied and bruised
From all of the changes that
I have been through
My mind is a mess, I can't process
Or deal with things that happened in the past
All the loved ones I lost
My family moved out
I take pills to cope or I cry and I pout
But none of it works, it's always the same
A day spent on drugs, otherwise, I'm in pain
All of these variables, I need a constant
Planet keeps spinning
It's driving me bonkers
Don't think you get it
Change made me psychotic
The drugs that I take usually make me robotic
Pathetic, I'll be the first to admit
One day you'll hear I'm
In the mental clinic
Come visit, 'cause I'll be alone
All of my friends are gonna be gone

Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers that I
Heard in the bright nights
And I hold up my hands
This will be my final stand, before I

Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers that I heard
In the bright nights and I hold up my hands
This will be my final stand