Ely Waves - Up & Leave lyrics

If you knew all the things that
I feel inside of me
Would you up and leave? Or
Would stand by my side
If you knew all the things
That burn inside of me
Would you up and leave or would
You stand by my side?

Delusional, I just keep on losing all my shit
You don’t want to see the demons
That been hiding in my shit
I’ve been dying in my mind
But I’ve been flying with my pen
Took some time and still can’t find
Any peace from all these sins
Got me banging on chest
Just to feel it beat again
Dreams of moving west
That ocean breeze fills up my head
It got me feed up but
I’m shrinking, addictive personality
I can’t find any reason
Im falling down with gravity, been
Sinking with my demons
Drinking more than weekends
She callеd me up, Told me that she missеd me
But she needed space
But she’s the one, can’t be replaced
I told her baby I would wait
But look at where that got me now
I’m fucked up don’t you love me girl
If you knew all the things that
I feel inside of me
Would you up and leave? Or
Would stand by my side

If you knew all the things
That burn inside of me
Would you up and leave or would
You stand by my side?

When I was young I saw my life flash
In front my eyes
And I’ve been focused ever since
I only care about this grind
From the jump, I had nobody on my
Side, until you shined in my eyes
Girl and look
You were perfect, everything I ever dreamed
It’s was you and I till death
Or so it seemed
But the truth is we were tearing at the seams
We just weren’t lucid, we ain’t see
What the problem was
Everything was wrong with us
From broken trust to promises
I swear we had the worst of luck
It’s got me giving zero fucks
But that shit's just to cover up
The fact that we’re still not in love
I wish things could be different
But they can’t and girl
I hope well both find happiness again

If you knew all the things that
I feel inside of me
Would you up and leave? Or
Would stand by my side
If you knew all the things
That burn inside of me
Would you up and leave or would
You stand by my side?