Emery - Wizard lyrics

Hello I know I've called a thousand times
The phone just
Just sends me to your recorded voice
No need to call me back i'm doing okay
I mean I was thinking about you and me
How I knew, I knew when I lost us
You were by the doorway getting
Ready to leave for work
I couldn't say goodbye
I couldn't say anything

I stood there by myself staring
At the bright sun
It seemed so far away but I
Wished I could have gone
The world slowed down and kept
Me right where I stood
Just a loser that never could

You don't have to wait for me
Just, just know that I don't have the
Strength to chase after you any more
And it was clear to see
But, I could never have asked you

Why was your hand wrapped in his?
I feel like I spoke it into existence, oh

Why can't I mean more to you than
A momentary feeling
That brings us to the end