Emily Vaughn - God Complex lyrics

I miss the certainty I
Felt on Sunday mornings
I miss my family when we agreed on something
I sang the songs and thought
That somebody was listening

I turned 13 called my anxiety conviction
Convinced myself gods in control
It's just a feeling
I prayed for friends who lived in
Sin thought I was I different
Cause, I, I thought I was right

I miss my God complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong and heaven
Was just a bullet from me nothing was scary
When my sins were forgiven
I really thought thoughts and prayers
Made a difference i miss my God complex

Turns out it's hard not being
Sure of how it ends
Cause, I'd like there's still a
Heaven in a sense
I wish I knew I wish I had that confidence
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch man I kinda miss my
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch

I miss my God complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong and heaven
Was just a bullet from me nothing was scary
When my sins were forgiven
I really thought thoughts and prayers
Made a difference i miss my God complex
I miss my God complex

I miss my i miss my

I miss my God complex
Don't know what to believe
But, if there's a God he wouldn't
Tell you who you should be or who to love
Or where you go when you die
But, it's scary not to know if you're right