Erisu, ​frvr&alwys - ABUSE ME lyrics

Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside
If you wanna take a break
I think you’ve lost your mind
Cus I’ve been waiting I’ve been
Waiting for you all night
Just for you to tear my heart out
Fucking love me I

Fuck you think you're going I can’t
Seem to grasp your time
What the fuck? Where you been?
Who’s been on your mind?
Cus I can’t seem to get
Attention almost always I
Seem to play second place in the worst ways

Tears up on my walls
Fuck you think you meant to me?
I haven’t been thinking clearly
I can’t feel a thing
You must’ve thought that it really
Fucking got to me
But I’ve been dead for a long time
I’m numb to you

I’ll catch you in my memories
Just think of me
And maybe when we meet again I will follow
Lead it’s not that I’ve been playing victim
I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just abuse me

Shit fucking hurts nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do i feel the pain still

Why do i crave these fucking pills
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now ill just fall

Apart
Everything i run from feels so close to me
Its dark
Every time i think about it i just freeze