Erisu - Smile For Me lyrics

Tell me what you want me to be
I'm tearing down these walls
You've built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I've built for us on the other
Side I've lost my mind
So what the fuck did you mean to me?
I can't answer all of your mindless questions
You knew it meant almost everything
Everything I fucking would've given
To save us
You don’t know the real me, do you?
You only know what I wanted
You to think of me
The problems floating inside of
Me are endless like the shards of glass
Piercing beneath my feet
So am I not good enough for you?
I'm slowly falling apart, pieces are breaking
It's not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone and lying on my knees
So listen here while I scream out for you
I need the closure of something everlasting
You know you meant everything, don't you?
You made me feel like
I couldn't stop laughing
And for what the fuck that guy did to you?
I understand why you're gone and suffering
But let me be your bandage my love
Pour me down
Let me see what you're trying to feel
I don't believe you need space
You just want him
I'm breaking out, no, I can't bare you know
But knowing you there's no going back
I'm all but forgotten, I'm fading it seems
So if you see me on TV, my love
You know I did it for you
Promise me you'll smile for me

Smile for me please, please
Smile for me Smile for me Smile for me
Smile for me Smile for me Smile for me
Smile for me Smile for me Smile for me
Smile for me Smile for me