Erisu - Dark Ballads Of a Dead Man lyrics

Leave it on the table, Sever me and sell me
Is this just what you think
Of me? Like I'm nothing
Cus how I feel is how you feel
Like we're lonely Like we're lonely
Oh so lonely

And if you want me to come alone in the dark
If you want me to call
You over when it's dark if you want me too
And you wanna find the spark!
I'll be here waiting for you!

If you want me to! If want, me too!
If you want me to!
I'll be here waiting for you!

If you want me too, I fell in love with you
I just need to know to light up the dark!
If you want me to, I'll
Press the blade right through
And let myself bleed out
My ever beating heart!

Leave it all on me, Use me and rape me
Is this just what you think
Of me? Like I'm nothing
So this is how it feels
When someone gives up everything
I've lost all hope
I beg for someone to just kill me

If you want me to come alone in the dark
If you want me to open up my bloody scars
If you want me to open up my fucking heart!
I'll fucking do it for you!

If you want me to! If you want, me too!
If you want me to!

I'll fucking do it for you!

There isn't more I can really say
If you live with demons I can relate
Just say the word and i'll relieve the pain
I'd take it all away if you would just stay!

I swear the pain is gonna kill me this time
I say this like I haven't said
This about a million times
I never wanted this I swear it's true!
I just wanted to be with you!

I just wanted you and no one else
You had to dirty me imagine how I felt?
Breaking my heart was a silent hell
I had to pretend I was someone else
Pretending I was happy felt so real
Like I could get lost in feeling details
Details of a fake identity, oh well
I guess it never really mattered how I felt