Erisu - Masquerade! lyrics

I found the words to say at
The bottom of the rosé
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And i say i say
I say i say

Look me in the face don’t try to fade away!
Cut me from the shards of
Glass from your vanity

And you say
You say

What’s wrong with me?

It’s not like you can change this fate
I’ve been fucked up anyway

The morphine loves to play with me
I can’t cry drowned in ecstasy

But
You were someone who i didn’t want to hurt me
In the end i guess it never really mattered
Aye?

And i cave
I cave

Please don’t leave me

Everything has been so fucked up lately
And all my memory’s have been
Eating at my sanity

And i break i break

My mind can’t take

Lately i can’t get a grip on reality
I’ve been popping all these
Pills like it’s candy

And i take
I take

A substance i hate

It’s not like you can change this fate
I would’ve kill myself anyways

And i hate i hate

Who i am today

All i do is just masquerade
Act a part in the play i’ve made

And i’m fake
I’m fake plastic and paint

I found the words to say at
The bottom of the rosé
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And i say i say
I say i say

Look me in the face don’t try to fade away
Cut me from the shards of
Glass from your vanity

And you say
You say

What’s wrong with me?

It’s not like you could change this fate
You would’ve hated me anyways

And you hate
You hate the man i made

All i do is just masquerade
Make a living in the lies i’ve bathed in

I’m fake i’m fake
Plastic and paint