Ethel Cain - A long, unfortunate while (demo) lyrics

I've been sleeping in the dead body
Of a dead deer out by I40
I dragged it there as a bed
And consummated my love in a purple stitch
Like a scratched out itch i am ugly, I fear
I believe what I hear
And now the push has come to shove

I wanna waste myself and go take a drive
Take too sharp a corner
And probably take a life

In the end of it all
When you can hardly move
And they say you’ve still got the world to go
Stay strong it’s a long, unfortunate while
Til curtain call, call

I’ve been poking at the dead body
Of the man that I oncе loved in my garden
He was good to mе and I
Went and I soiled his love
I will not see heaven
Surrendered to the fauna am I a bad person
For not knowing what I wanted

I couldn’t face myself so I avert my eyes
Take two shots in warning
And then take the dive and I dive

Into the end of it all
When you can hardly move
And they say you’ve still got the world to go
Stay strong it’s a long, unfortunate while
Til curtain call, call
So I call dreading the one
That one good morning will destroy me
When you’re gone we’ve been young
Immortal, even
But now we turn and wait for kingdom come

You can leave the windows open
Here in our forever home
Bite down on your shoulder
And if you bleed, then I’ll know