DizzyEight, FabvL - Falling Apart lyrics

Why do I do it?
I don't need help, I just see pain
I'm going through it
Up on the shelf, covered and stained
Think that I blew it
Drank it myself, who could I blame?
Never the same, everything's changed
I feel deranged, wrong in the brain

What is my purpose?
Thought that I found what I needed
I wanna go back 'Cause I didn't earn this
Feel like I'm cheated, my heart is cold
It's gone black running from my service
Brought to the height of a God
But where are you at?
It's making me nervous
Eternity surfaced, without you
It's worthless

Open your eyes
I never cry, I'm rotting within
Now I despise
Taking a breath, I battle my Sins
I'll never be OK, no I'm hurting
But I'm supposed to, so I've turned in
To the worst me, feel it burning
Never stop 'till she comes back
Never giving up

I fall apart just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart
Gave half my heart
Just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart

I never knew purpose, pain I was birthed with
Stained by my curses, never been perfect
They painted me worthless, worthless

And then I found love and everything changed
Gave her my heart, it was never the same
She was taken away, how much more can I take?
Life is a burden, how much will it take?

It hurts just to mention her name
Yeah, it's burning me
To think without you here
This life that I'm living
Ain't feeling the same
It ain't feeling the same

In your arms was the warmest when
The weather was the coldest
I give up everything to get
Back a moment with you
There's a hole in my heart
What it's missing is you
I crumble apart in my loneliness
I can't go on in this manner
I'm reaching out to you
I'm calling out to you
But I don't ever get an answer

I fall apart just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart
Gave half my heart
Just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart

I fall apart just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart
Gave half my heart
Just to stumble unanswered
Just to stumble unanswered
My time's up, I'm falling apart