False Serenity, Mixtortion - Sixteen Millimeter Shrine lyrics

I don't know
I'm feelin' somethin' with this one
I just don't know what

It seems so sinful living like a porcupine
I just keep dreaming of that
Time when you were mine
It seems so sinful for you to be so benign
I found myself worshiping a
Sixteen millimeter shrine it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel

It seems so sinful with you in my head now
Oh, and I've been used
She took my heart i bled out
I bled out but I still
Can't forget the memories
I was with you, trying hard to be a better me
Had a taste of love and it
Was not a friend to me
But that shit has me fucked up
It's an accessory
I'vе been thinkin' 'bout my death and
I don't wanna' die alone
Would bе nice to have a bitch
Who cares when I'm feeling low
Instead left with these hoes who
Break my heart like Styrofoam so, I said
"Fuck that!" I got up
And bought some headphones
Been in love with the music
They would never understand
I needed it to save my life
When I was without a plan
Now don't give a fuck
Was just chillin' with the other man
I'm busy recording, don't give a fuck
No I don't care

It seems so sinful living like a porcupine
I found myself worshiping a
Sixteen millimeter shrine it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel

Thinkin' about when I was a kid
I write about it then write it again
Hoping that I will not forget the shit that
I been through survived as a kid
But as a teen
I'm working hard 'til I get to my dreams
But everything is tryna' drown me loudly
Help me! I am dying behind the scenes
You ever feel like you ruined your one life?
Look back at your old year books
And you start to ugly cry?
Oh, look at me! I was so happy
There was nothing wrong in the world!
It was all clean! The only bad
Thing was a bad dream
But it was fiction, it was not real life
You would only be down a minute
Then you would feel fine when you were sad
You would play with your toys to kill time
But now when I'm sad
I look at life and I wanna' steal mine
I wanna' swim in those photo albums
I don't need to know the outcome
Look a fuckin' nine-year-old like "Boy
Were you the man"
I'd rather get lost in who I was
So I don't gotta think about who I am

It seems so sinful living like a porcupine
I found myself worshiping a
Sixteen millimeter shrine it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel it seems so sinful
It seems so sinful, Angel