Fickle Friends - Cosmic Coming of Age lyrics

Thought I had it figured out
On my high horse, somehow
One of those people you wanna hate
Loved up, grown up, coming up, coming down
I'm waking up in a daze
Crashing out from the wave
One of those people at home
Getting stoned on their own
Feeling sorry for their sorry state

Hey, well, it came out
Out of nowhere, out of nowhere
And the funny thing is I'm not dreaming

Turn the lights out, dig a grave
Go to hell, go insane
It's a fear, it's a rage
It's a cosmic coming of age
It's a sunrise, but it's dark
Hit the bottom, I'm back at the start
It's a comeback, it's a phase
It's a cosmic coming of age

I'll start at the beginning
'Cause everything has lost meaning
One of those moments you
Wanna know your future
Do I know someone with a time machine?
I need to know either way
If I'll make it through another phase
One of those moments you'd go anywhere
Everywhere
Just to make it through the everyday

Hey, well, it came out
Out of nowhere, out of nowhere
And the funny thing is I'm not dreaming

Turn the lights out, dig a grave
Go to hell, go insane
It's a fear, it's a rage
It's a cosmic coming of age
It's a sunrise, but it's dark
Hit the bottom, I'm back at the start
It's a comeback, it's a phase
It's a cosmic coming of age

Hey, will I make it out alive in my own way?
Am I floating? Am I starting to fade?
When it came out
Out of nowhere, out of nowhere
And the funny thing is I'm not dreaming

Turn the lights out, dig a grave
Go to hell, go insane
It's a fear, it's a rage
It's a cosmic coming of age
It's a sunrise, but it's dark
Hit the bottom, I'm back at the start
It's a comeback, it's a phase
It's a cosmic coming of age

Thought I had it figured out
On my high horse, somehow
One of those people you wanna hate
Loved up, grown up, coming up, coming down
I'm waking up in a daze
Yeah, I'm crashing out from the wave
One of those people at home
Getting stoned on their own
Feeling sorry for their sorry state